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Still Alive. I'm Not Dead.
Yes, I'm still alive everyone. Where do I begin, how do I explain myself to this long absentee?
Okay, I can't remember my last journal, so I don't know if I told you guys my story after I left college (from poor finances). I started losing all my hope in art and drawing. I went from a drawing maniac to a complete artist blocked hobo.
To this day, I'm still rusty and trying my best to get my motivation & inspiration back. What kills me, I can mentally draw anything, but when it's time to do it physically, I draw blanks and crappy stuff. So, every blue moon, I'm putting down doodles on paper. (Even those come out crappy)
Um, I will try t
Live or Die?
It's been a while since I've written one of these journals.
I don't exactly have much to say nor share.
Well, I know I've been doing poorly in keeping my diabetes under control.
I have an addiction with drinks...and junk food...I can't control my desires.
And I cannot control my bad habits...within me I know I have the power to stop...
But the sinning of it all just consumes me, you know?
I just left the hospital for the 3rd...4th..maybe 5th time in, at least 6 months total.
And this time...I come back with mild pancreatitis...that explains the pain I had been having for about a month or so.
I hate that I let so much destroy me and te
So Much Has Happened
Hey guys, SH65 here!
Today, I finally decided to wrote a journal to you all.
So much has happened since my last journal post.
I'm not really going into details, but yesterday became a breaking point for me.
Enough to write a journal-like poem. Right now, I'm at school.
I have 6 hours or less until my next class. With no money ad nothing to eat :/
Sucks to live the college life and you're not rich, but poor.
Anyway, later on in the day, I shall post my little journal-poem!
And I also want to announce that I have a new OC.
It's a male, he is totally muscle-built and I just thought of a name.
It's Sasin!! Means God of Death in Korean.
Hospital Checkout!
Okay, so I've been offline for a while.
Why? Because I've been in the hospital!
Been in there since Monday night (about 11pm);
And I just checked out today (earlier).
Why was I in there?
Since I have Diabetes (Type2),
my blood sugar was like mega high
and I got sick. But I'm better now.
Well, except for this crazy pain I gained
yesterday morning >_<
I'm so upset and a bit depressed about this happening.
And I need to make a change.
Be more healthy.
I'm sure no one wants to be @ my funeral
knowing I was only 17 and 4 days old.
So, no more sodas and sugary, starchy, fatty...etc
foods and drinks. Water, sugar free, free f
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